The following message (subject: Re: Ricky) was posted by kd, on 12/31/2004 7:09:59 PM.

Hi Heather,

I'm very sorry for your loss....can’t even express it.
I thought I would grow old w/ my brother...never thought he would die so young. He was 42! What's life worth??? I'm scared of living too. There are times I can't imagine how I can go on without my older and only brother. He was my ROCK, and I love him so much. I'm married, but I'm still scared. He was part of my life for 33 years, we spent every Christmas together; last year’s New Year’s Eve....now, he is in the cold grave, and I can’t even visit him because I live in a different country.
I hope you can find some peace...

kd