The following message (subject: Re: Ricky) was posted by Barbara, on 12/30/2004 10:57:19 PM.

Heather,
I know the pain you are feeling. The anger is enough to drive anyone crazy. My brother Steven was killed at the age of 25. He was hit by a girl who was on vacation for memorial day weekend. She did not stop the car. If she had instead of draging him for a cupple hundred yards I would not be on this website right now. I fear ever meeting this girl because I am afraid of what I might do. I know I am going to have to appear in court eventualy. And that scares me, I really have no idea how I will feel when that time comes. I think tha anger is normal. We are human, it is ok to be angry, with Steven I had that girl to hate, with the passing of my younger brother this month the only thing I can be mad at is God, God gave him the cancer, God betrayed Shawn and I. I guess what I am trying to say, is there will be anger, it is just a matter of who you are angry at.
I will be thinking about you.
Barb