The following message (subject: Re: Today is my sister's birthday) was posted by anita, on 12/30/2004 8:58:30 AM.

Hi Goldie,

So sorry you have to miss out on having a real bithday with your sister. My brother died 2 months ago, he was 45. I was just thinking about birthdays and that sort of things I am 2 years younger than him which means in two years time I will be older, that is a really weird feeling. I miss him so much it really hurts physically as well as emotionally I don't know how I am going trough the new year celebrations, Christmas was hard enough. I know what you are saying when you said I will grieve you forever as I think for me this will never end, it just is too hard.
Regards
Anita